Do you feel content with how your life is? If you died today, are you satisfied with where/what you ended up with? 

I've struggled with this a lot because there are a lot of awesome things to do and get. And for most of my life, the Bible or God asked too much of me. Too much time, too much commitment, too many 'no's...just too much of what I didn't want. But life looks very different now than I ever thought I would but I think I'm more satisfied today than I was 5 years ago when I was heading in a completely different direction. Is this making sense?