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hello internet now yesterday i had some quite uh marked augmentations on my face so i just wanted to tell you how i'm feeling today um so basically i had uh some cheekbone fillers i always have fillers i like fillers they agree with me um if if you have some dermal fillers that you don't like they will disappear between six and nine months and i like that fact about them because sometimes we do something and we don't like it and if you've had a permanent surgery like a permanent facelift my mum had one years back in south africa she had a permanent facelift fortunately it was beautiful and nothing went wrong but if something had gone wrong she would have been left with it do you see what i mean although they do say
actually that facelifts only last about 15 years anyway i like the way that dermal fillers are somewhat temporary and what i tend to do is is add small amounts rather than doing a whole thing all in one go however if you if you're willing to spend about 200 pounds you can actually have a complete overhaul and you can have all the dermal fillers you want and a bit of botox and you know you're all done then but what if you don't like it darlings you see what if it's horrible on you or you've got to live with that and what happens with the fillers is they go quite quickly in a matter of what i mean is after you're six to nine months then they'll suddenly
disappear in about two weeks maybe a month i mean this time i sort of waited about a month so you know bear that in mind on what i do i try and fit them in when i'm not doing much when when i don't have an event or i don't have a photo shoot because i'm launching my um my myself now as a mature model uh specifically for my own clothing ranges but i want to you know i want to look a certain way i want to look really really good for for the camera because i've got to sell my product so i have to look as as good as i would i mean look honestly i'll i will be using models at a later date but in the meantime i've got to brand myself and to create my own product so i wanted to look the part so for example if i had a photoshoot coming up i
wouldn't want to be in a situation where i had some bruising for example or where everything was falling off i mean it does feel like when you when your fillers your dermal fillers are done it does feel like your face has fallen off darlings it really does because you're just not used to it anymore you're completely used to this smooth faced beauty in the mirror and you know that's how i feel and the thing is people might look at you or me and think oh she's all plastic you know or whatever i do i mean i don't ask people what they think but really doesn't interest me what other people think of what i do to my face it's my face um but absolutely it's all about when you look in the mirror are you horrified and i just found the whole thing the dropping
what happened to my face actually was it became really um lopsided there was no symmetry in it so my lips were not only were they shrinking but one side had shrunk much more and i still have one eye group um but my augmentation person my aesthetics nurse doesn't do eye lifts so that's something i'm going to look towards and i'll don't worry i'll document all that as well because it's a bit scary isn't it it's only one of my eyes but this sort of lopsidedness was really um quite uh unattractive and when you take photographs you have to do just the one side you know because the other side is horrific um anyway i'm digressing somewhat so yesterday i had this crease on my chin um quite a big crease and in the opposite in the same direction
horizontally up i had one frown line so it was like this line down my face where obviously the muscles or something were a bit weaker and so i had these two big creases anyway my my augmentator said well we could reshape your chin and give it you know give i mean...
hello internet now yesterday i had some quite uh marked augmentations on my face so i just wanted to tell you how i'm feeling today um so basically i had uh some cheekbone fillers i always have fillers i like fillers they agree with me um if if you have some dermal fillers that you don't like they will disappear between six and nine months and i like that fact about them because sometimes we do something and we don't like it and if you've had a permanent surgery like a permanent facelift my mum had one years back in south africa she had a permanent facelift fortunately it was beautiful and nothing went wrong but if something had gone wrong she would have been left with it do you see what i mean although they do say
actually that facelifts only last about 15 years anyway i like the way that dermal fillers are somewhat temporary and what i tend to do is is add small amounts rather than doing a whole thing all in one go however if you if you're willing to spend about 200 pounds you can actually have a complete overhaul and you can have all the dermal fillers you want and a bit of botox and you know you're all done then but what if you don't like it darlings you see what if it's horrible on you or you've got to live with that and what happens with the fillers is they go quite quickly in a matter of what i mean is after you're six to nine months then they'll suddenly
disappear in about two weeks maybe a month i mean this time i sort of waited about a month so you know bear that in mind on what i do i try and fit them in when i'm not doing much when when i don't have an event or i don't have a photo shoot because i'm launching my um my myself now as a mature model uh specifically for my own clothing ranges but i want to you know i want to look a certain way i want to look really really good for for the camera because i've got to sell my product so i have to look as as good as i would i mean look honestly i'll i will be using models at a later date but in the meantime i've got to brand myself and to create my own product so i wanted to look the part so for example if i had a photoshoot coming up i
wouldn't want to be in a situation where i had some bruising for example or where everything was falling off i mean it does feel like when you when your fillers your dermal fillers are done it does feel like your face has fallen off darlings it really does because you're just not used to it anymore you're completely used to this smooth faced beauty in the mirror and you know that's how i feel and the thing is people might look at you or me and think oh she's all plastic you know or whatever i do i mean i don't ask people what they think but really doesn't interest me what other people think of what i do to my face it's my face um but absolutely it's all about when you look in the mirror are you horrified and i just found the whole thing the dropping
what happened to my face actually was it became really um lopsided there was no symmetry in it so my lips were not only were they shrinking but one side had shrunk much more and i still have one eye group um but my augmentation person my aesthetics nurse doesn't do eye lifts so that's something i'm going to look towards and i'll don't worry i'll document all that as well because it's a bit scary isn't it it's only one of my eyes but this sort of lopsidedness was really um quite uh unattractive and when you take photographs you have to do just the one side you know because the other side is horrific um anyway i'm digressing somewhat so yesterday i had this crease on my chin um quite a big crease and in the opposite in the same direction
horizontally up i had one frown line so it was like this line down my face where obviously the muscles or something were a bit weaker and so i had these two big creases anyway my my augmentator said well we could reshape your chin and give it you know give i mean...