Welcome to the E25. 50 Shades of Shilamida - Addiction or Sabotage?Today’s episode is all about addiction, alcohol, sex, self-sabotage, fears, cycles, and more! In today’s episode, I share my vulnerable side with you and my history with addiction & what addiction means to me. If you told me 12 years ago (while I was living on food stamps) that I would go into 2023 as a best-selling author, podcast host, and transformational mentor, teaching spirituality and kickass leadership to women around the world - I would not believe you. I've got everything that I desire, and everything that I manifest comes to fruition, but yet, I'm finding myself in a huge level of self-sabotage right now. And I'm really realizing that the self-sabotage is coming from the fact that I don't know how to live without suffering. Let me know what you think about all this because I know I'm not the only one. When we spark these conversations, that's when the true magic happens. Thank you for joining me. Thank you for listening to me. Thank you for being on this journey with me. My greatest desire is for all of our wishes to come true! Do you think everyone is addicted to something? Comment below![[[[[[[--- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/50shadesofshilamida/message