歡迎光臨50more music cafe 嗨，你今天過得好嗎？歡迎來到我的音樂咖啡館之第一季，幸福留聲機之「我的故事，你的歌」節目，我是你的好朋友Joanna 今天是2022年，也是民國111年的11月11日，11:11分，也是音樂咖啡館第一天開張，想來跟你分享ㄧ個主題故事與今天的日子有關，很奇妙這個數字的代表，也代表我對他的好奇，為什麼會對這個主題好奇，到今天為止，我仍然覺得是個謎，還沒找到答案，也尚未有人可以幫我解答，而所有問題的答案，透過閱讀書本才知道，而我今天也想跟你一起分享關於這個神奇且神祕的靈性符號，也因為這個神秘的符號，讓我創作了一首關於這樣的神秘創作曲，歌名叫『一半一半』 在西方國家裡有著雙生火焰的名詞，探討者男與女的結合不是為了幸福，而是要來為地球帶來無限的愛，在與你我認知到的靈魂伴侶不同，更像是一個靈魂一分為二，有各自的特質，又可以相互互補，能挖掘出自己新的一面。雙生火焰關係唯一的目的是幫助我們從靈魂層面變得成熟、提昇，並盡可能地成為我們能成為最好的自己。事實上過程再怎麼困難，雙生火焰關係本質上是非常強大的，雙方都是彼此成長的最有力的催化劑。我們的雙生火焰以一種看似無情的方式幫助我們將自己隱藏起來的那些黑暗的、否認的、破碎斷裂的自我毫不遮掩地揭露出來。不僅這樣，我們雙生火焰透過無意間(或有意地)挑起我們的惱怒、厭煩來激發我們內在的成長。 這是我第一次接觸關於靈性議題，而他起源於宗教信仰，在西方世界裡，探索生命的本質，了解為什麼有些人會長得很像，彼此的個性如此的相同，原來，這些都是在靈魂投身於地球之前的契約， 聽這個歌名就知道，一半的一半，就是自己的融合為一，他不是靈魂伴侶，而是你的靈魂一分為二的分別在不同的地方！唯有自己心靈的純淨，在有可能用頻率與他相遇！而這個機率！微乎其微，只有自己對內反思後，由上天指引而讓你們相遇！ 而這個詞的內容則是藉由信仰而從心靈寫出的，歌詞也是我的親身體驗所創作出來的，而這首歌，在去年的今天完成了，這一首一半的一半，事隔一年的今天，我能勇敢面對這個曾經最珍惜的遺憾，世界這麼大不知道是不是有一天能再遇見？而這樣的際遇，讓我想到小時候的一個通話的故事：Peter pan 🎵 聽過小飛俠彼得潘的故事嗎？這是我小時候最耳熟能詳的故事，小男孩彼得潘，是個拒絕長大的孩子，而溫蒂則是在他身邊的照顧，轉換成現實，幾年之前，因緣際會下，在音樂路上曾遇見過一個人，令我心動，每每看見他，心裡總是有種感到很安心，彷彿一切有他在我就不害怕，他的淘氣、幽默、冒險在我心裡像個孩子般的天真善良，在我遇到瓶頸總能說出的大道理，讓我感到心平靜，他的話語裡總能給我在音樂創作的靈感及心靈上的慰藉，也因為這個淘氣般的小男孩帶領我飛躍的自己音樂的符號與旋律線來到自己孤獨的無人島做自己，他漸漸打開我曾封已久的心，那種感覺就像是你看見了與自己的對話，沒有人比他更了解自己，而我一個眼神動作彷彿他都知道，而我們如此心靈契合，在樂器的聲音裡我聽懂了他每一個音符的情緒是種淡淡憂傷與很濃厚的疼惜感。好景不常，時間與現實環境拉開了我們彼此的距離，當信任變成謊言，當眼淚變成常態，看似幸福的瞬間卻成為了最後的道別，故事的結局是我學會了道謝及道別而消失在他的生命裡 他無心的闖進了我的世界，教會我要勇敢做自己，也讓我看見了自己內心最黑暗的角落，因為害怕、恐懼、嫉妒、脆弱的幻影不斷的出現在我的生活裡，而最終選擇逃避這個屬於懦弱的自己，但我相信分離，是上天要我蛻變成一個愛自己、自信、勇敢二獨一無二的個體！因此，音樂創作卻成了我最後的心靈寄托及傾訴的出口 在這的特別的時間及天使日子裡，想跟小男孩說聲：謝謝你，在我人生最徬徨時給了我無比的勇氣往前走，聽見自己的聲音，勇敢做自己，看見不一樣的自己… 今天的故事分享到這，親愛的你若有想跟我分享關於你的小故事或是留言與建議都可以寄email信箱給我，而我將在50more音樂咖啡館回覆你，謝謝你的收聽。

創作故事 歌詞 夢想起點 月光 落雪印地 我 凝望注視 聖堂 微光指引 手 溫柔握著 晨星 烏雲遮住 找 方向發光 種子 細雨滲進 夢 在 等待滋 長 靈魂璟深 心靈燈塔 引領 成功 信仰 請別回頭看 活在當下 用力 地 唱 當風吹著 雲 凌駕著你 別忘記得 張開雙臂 任意翱翔 堅持自己主張 夢想就不怕張狂 就算只有短短瞬間 Never give up 當單純的心 穿 透視著你 別忘記得 打開你心扉 溫暖這世界 路難心徬徨 帶著疲憊不撤退 就讓 fifty more （50 more）慢慢 綻放 晨星 烏雲遮住 找 方向發光 種子 細雨滲進 夢 在 等待滋 長 靈魂璟深 心靈燈塔 引領 成功 信仰 請別回頭看 活在當下 用力 地 唱 當風吹著 雲 凌駕著你 別忘 記得張開雙臂 任意 翱翔 堅持 自己主張 夢想 就不怕張狂 就算只有短短瞬間 Never give up 當單純的心 穿 透視著你 別忘記得 打開你心扉 溫暖 這世界 路難心徬徨 帶著疲憊不撤退 就讓 fifty more （50 more）慢慢 綻放 生命精彩 笑容擁抱 閱讀勇氣 和自己對話 飛翔吧 夢想起點 微笑起點 為你而上演 喔 喔 當風吹著 雲 凌駕著你 別忘 記得張開雙臂 任意翱翔 堅持自己 主張 夢想就不怕 張狂 就算 只有短短瞬間 Never give up 當 單純的心 穿 透視著你 別忘記得 打開你心扉 溫暖 這世界 路難心徬徨 帶著疲憊不撤退 就讓 fifty more （50 more）慢慢 綻 放 lyric Dream of starting points Moonlight Falling snow on the ground I gaze at the sanctuary Shimmer guide hand gentle hand Morning star Dark clouds obscure the direction of the light seeds drizzling into the dream in waiting to grow Soul Deep Spiritual Beacon Leading Success Faith Please don't look back Live in the moment Sing hard When the wind blows and the clouds overtake you, don't forget to soar with open arms Stick to your own ideas, dream is not afraid of madness Even if it is only a short moment Never give up When the simple heart wears through you, don't forget to open your heart and warm the world The road is hard and the heart is tired and does not retreat, let the fifty more （50 more）slowly bloom Morning star Dark clouds obscure the direction of the light seeds drizzling into the dream in waiting to grow Soul Deep Spiritual Beacon Leading Success Faith Please don't look back Live in the moment Sing hard When the wind blows and the clouds overtake you, don't forget to soar with open arms Stick to your own ideas, dream is not afraid of madness Even if it is only a short moment Never give up When the simple heart wears through you, don't forget to open your heart and warm the world The road is hard and the heart is tired and does not retreat, let the fifty more （50 more）slowly bloom Wonderful Life Smile Embrace Reading Courage Talk to Yourself Fly Dream Start Smile Start Stage for You Oh Oh When the wind blows and the clouds overtake you, don't forget to soar with open arms Stick to your own ideas, dream is not afraid of madness Even if it is only a short moment Never give up When the simple heart wears through you, don't forget to open your heart and warm the world The road is hard and the heart is tired and does not retreat, let the fifty more （50 more）slowly bloom (音樂創作由Tzu_hsiu Chen之著作財產權，只供分享未經本人同意授權，請勿任意下載音檔文字或作商業用途，若經查證屬於將拷翻必究法律著作權相關責任) lyricist-Tzu_hsiu Chen（Joanna ） Composer- Wen_ Yu Hsu Arranger-Tzu_hsiu Chen （Joanna ）/ Wen_ Yu Hsu Recording-Tzu_hsiu Chen （Joanna ） Mixing-Tzu_hsiu Chen（Joanna ） Recording studio- Fifty more music studio

創作故事 「SONAMOO」 這首歌名韓文發音就是[禮物]，敬這齣很棒的劇導演，細膩拍攝手法讓看劇人對於生命省思也送給天下的媽媽和我最愛的媽媽，親情的距離不會因為生死輪迴轉世而被遺忘，因為無條件的愛，它永遠長在你我心中…. 給親愛的朋友們，請好好愛身邊的人與珍惜身邊與你有緣份的人，上天就是這樣，為了學會與自己別離，派了很多不同人在身邊短暫相遇，因學會後結束轉身離開，就像搭了班去同一個目地的車，行進中有上上下下過路客，只短暫交流為了教會你一堂課後就下車，最後終點站只會留下自己… 歌詞 SONAMOO 花雨紛飛 隨風飄曳 嫩芽新長 昀光照地 眼神對望 黃花相伴 鏡中的我 學著別離 [黃花相伴 心靈依依 鏡中自己 學著別離] 仰望藍天 語絮心田 樗子落地 花葉枯竭 [百木之長 松樹萬年開 山峰聳立 聲音迴盪耳邊] 倘若花瓣 凋零落幕 它會依舊 永續長在 親愛的你 在曲膝依偎裡 輕輕 聽著 小時 催眠曲 so na moo ya so na moo ya 靜靜地 入睡呀 不論失落 焦心 還是脆弱 無奈 so na moo ya so na moo ya 記得要 堅強呀 不論秋天 孤單 還是寒雪 日子 花語的溫度 等待的somur 記憶深處 留 這裡 在世界 so na moo ya so na moo ya 靜靜地 入睡呀 不論失落 焦心 還是脆弱 無奈 so na moo ya so na moo ya 記得要 堅強呀 不論秋天 孤單 還是寒雪 日子 "SONAMOO" the name of this song is pronounced [gift] in Korean. To this great drama director, the meticulous shooting technique allows the dramatists to reflect on life and give it to the mothers of the world and my favorite mother. The distance between family affection is not Will be forgotten because of the reincarnation of life and death, because of unconditional love, it will always grow in our hearts… To my dear friends, please love the people around you and cherish the people around you who are destined for you. This is what God is like. In order to learn to part with yourself, I sent many different people to meet for a short time around, because I ended up turning and leaving after learning. It's like taking a class to the same destination. There are passers-by going up and down. They only communicate briefly to teach you to get off after a class. In the end, you will only leave yourself… lyrics "SONAMOO" Flowers and rain are flying in the wind, new buds are growing, and the light is bright With eyes looking at each other, the yellow flowers are accompanied by me in the mirror, learning to part Looking up at the blue sky, talking in the heart field, the tears fell to the ground, the flowers and leaves dried up If the petals wither and end, they will still last forever My dear you, in your knees and snuggle, listening gently for hours, lullaby so na moo ya so na moo ya sleep quietly No matter lost, anxious, or fragile, helpless so na moo ya so na moo ya remember to be strong No matter if you are lonely in autumn or cold and snowy days The temperature of flower language, the **선물 **waiting, the depths of memory, stay here in the world so na moo ya so na moo ya sleep quietly No matter lost, anxious, or fragile, helpless so na moo ya so na moo ya remember to be strong No matter if you are lonely in autumn or cold and snowy days

音樂創作 即使外在的環境會變，人會老，但身體內的靈魂卻永恆的存在，雖無法用肉眼穿透，但你的靈魂會穿越身體的界線直達到另一個身體的你靈魂世界，透過心來認出彼此。 這首歌是想要用童趣的音樂方式呈現靈魂的存在，很多事情不能用外在身體感受，而是用心去體驗，彼得潘，是我們小時候聽過的一個『拒絕長大的孩子』，長大後失去了純真與善良的心，用面具擋住真實的自己，笑裡藏刀的面對社會的現實，在兩性的愛情中，因為貪戀彼此外在物質條件而把內心的單純的那顆心給遺忘，常常用外在條件衡量對方來成就自己所設定的標準，男生要高富帥、女生要白富美的條件，即便個性天差地遠，寧可委屈自己也要贏得別人的羨慕眼光，但在眼光背後的真實，誰知道一場騙局，你我演出來的假象，最後不攻自破的謊言，因受不了彼此的性格，終究走向分離的命運。真正的愛，來自於彼此心靈上的平靜與溫而不燥的交流著，用愛化解彼此心中的恐懼與害怕，而彼此的愛，是溫暖、信任、包容、像光的能量不斷地發光，可以照亮彼此，溫暖的心。 音樂故事 這首歌，是真實發生在我身上的一個小插曲，即時最後的結局是遺憾，但卻讓我感受到世上真的有一個和我一模一樣的人，如同鏡子般的照著自己的性格，那時的我在想怎麼可能有一個和我如此相同的一個人，我，不斷的找尋這個答案，我是誰？那他又是誰？我們是誰？朋友說了的一個答案：Twin Souls（另一個你） 開啟了我的靈魂的探索！正當彼此碰到的那一刻開始，所有的感覺一個一個符合了資料上所寫的特徵，於是，我相信了這樣相遇。 遇見他之前，我是個完全不相信愛的人，對我來說，愛只是一次次的傷害與痛苦，之前，我曾經歷過分離的痛苦而大哭，哭很久，不論是面對身邊長輩、親人的驟逝、家人差點可能面臨會失去的打擊及浪浪（流浪狗）老死的恐懼，因為離別對我來說是一種永別，永遠的別離，代表這個人不會在你的生活出現了，你也不知道他別離了後到哪去了，我們還會不會有機會再次遇見，是不是還有機會成為彼此身邊最重要的人事物，所以，我討厭生離死別的場景而開始封鎖自己內心，只要不碰觸到這個最深處，也許傷痛會少一點，難過會少一點，甚至不會有任何的感覺。因此，不再願意付出一點點的愛，即使遇到令人動心的人事物，也會有界線，因為害怕親密會成為一種習慣性依賴，而選擇了獨立，害怕婚姻，因為怕失去最愛的那個人而沒辦法一個人生活，所以選擇一個人過，這樣就不會有死別的經歷，會羨慕相愛的人可以在一起但卻沒有勇氣期待發生再自己身上，因為沒有任何理由可以讓自己不再恐懼。 上天總是嫉妒兩個真心相愛的人，就如同神話：亞當與夏娃、雙生光，而人生的考驗就是從真心相愛的兩個人開始。 有個他，曾經在我不相信愛，對愛失望、封閉的時候突然闖進了我的世界，起初武裝著自己，拒絕所有的好意，每當我想放棄最愛的事情，他的鼓勵總是讓我一次次穿越害怕，在他單純的心及溫暖的力量下，我長出了勇氣翅膀，而他用溫暖的心軟化了我堅固緊閉的門，那瞬間，我心動了，以為就是我的避風港。久後，越相處越與自己的個性相似，看見他總看見自己掩飾缺點的問題，所有的害怕、恐懼、負面的情緒湧上來，對他迷戀的心已經無法抽離，於是開始自我猜疑、嫉妒、恐懼…情緒的產生，總總因素，最後無法忍受這些自我批判與猜疑的心，我卻放棄還沒準備好的自己來面對最真實的投射影子，切斷了關於他的一切而以淚洗面結束，離別後的我，心痛到無法呼吸，哭到泣不成聲，無法入睡。 寫這首歌，想記念關於這個曾在我心中的他，用單純的心來拯救遺失愛的我，像孩子般的天真善良，淘氣地無心闖入我的世界，教會我許多的事情又轉身離開我的孤獨島。 他的出現，讓我面對自己內心最黑暗的恐懼感，也正視自己一直不敢正視的問題：『離別、遺棄』，就像孩子離開了母親的身邊，他自由飛翔自己的世界，而我卻像個孩子一樣親眼看著失去了自己。現在，已經能開始慢慢接受了這個不變的事實，人有悲歡離合，月有陰晴圓缺之時的歷程。 希望藉由這首歌可以帶一點快樂的力量，祝福每個人都能找到自己一半的一半，真誠、善良的心來一起迎接天上的挑戰。 歌詞 一半的一半 天上繁星轉動 時光的幻境 漆黑的夜晚 重逢的約定 風中裡的燭光 亮得理直氣壯 光的 承諾守候 隨 塵埃漂流 當迷失 方向 失落的 時刻 淘氣的peter pan 帶著光的翅膀 飛翔 純真與善 良 衝撞到面前 屬於 我的 never land 發現你的存在 愛如光芒耀眼 堅強力量電流 流成我的心跳線 一半的一半 存在的 痕跡 時而臣服又靠近 特別的魔力 發現你的存在 像流浪的靈魂 穿越懼怕勇氣 回到家的安心感 你我的相遇 如星球一般 物換或星移 未知華麗的秘密 眼神的交會 不需要言語 憑著一股直覺 大步向前 彼此心中的暗號 you won`t forget to come for me remember Da da da da da da….. 發現你的存在 愛如光芒耀眼 堅強力量電流 流成我的心跳線 一半的一半 存在的 痕跡 時而臣服又靠近 特別的魔力 發現你的存在 像流浪的靈魂 穿越懼怕勇氣 回到家的安心感 你我的相遇 如星球一般 物換或星移 未知華麗 的 秘密 Music creation Even though the external environment will change and people will get old, the soul in the body will exist forever. Although it cannot be penetrated by the naked eye, your soul will cross the boundary of the body and reach the soul world of another body through the heart. To recognize each other This song is to show the existence of the soul in a childlike way of music. Many things cannot be felt with the external body, but with the heart. Peter Pan is a "child who refuses to grow up" that we have heard when we were young. Lost the heart of innocence and kindness, use a mask to block the true self, face the reality of society with a smile while hiding a knife, in the love of the two sexes, because of their greed for each other's external material conditions, the innocence of the heart is forgotten, often with The external condition measures the other party to achieve the standards set by him. The conditions for boys to be tall, rich, and handsome, and girls to be rich and beautiful, even if the personality is far away, I would rather wrong myself to win the envy of others, but the truth behind the vision, who knows? A scam, the illusion that you and I performed, and the lie that is self-defeating in the end, because they can't stand each other's personalities, they will eventually go to the fate of separation. True love comes from the peaceful and gentle but not dry exchanges of each other's hearts, using love to resolve the fear and fear in each other's hearts, and mutual love is the continuous glow of warmth, trust, tolerance, and light-like energy. Can illuminate each other, warm hearts. Music story This song is a small episode that happened to me. The final ending is regrettable, but it makes me feel that there is a person exactly like me in the world, who mirrors my character like a mirror. At that time I was wondering how could there be a person who is so the same as me, I, constantly looking for the answer, who am I? Who is he then? who are we? An answer my friend said: Twin Souls (the other you) Started the exploration of my soul! At the moment when they met each other, all the feelings were in line with the characteristics written in the materials, so I believed in this encounter. Before I met him, I was a person who did not believe in love at all. For me, love was just hurting and suffering again and again. Before I had experienced the pain of separation and cried for a long time, whether it was facing the elders around me, The sudden death of a loved one, the family may almost face the shock of losing, and the fear of stray (stray dogs) old age, because parting is a kind of farewell to me, forever parting, which means that this person will not appear in your life. You don’t know where he went after leaving, whether we will have the chance to meet again, whether we still have the chance to be the most important people and things around each other, so I hate the scenes of life and death and start to block my heart. As long as you don't touch the deepest part, maybe the pain will be less, the sadness will be less, and you won't even feel any. Therefore, I am no longer willing to give a little bit of love, even if I encounter tempting people and things, there will be boundaries, because I am afraid that intimacy will become a habitual dependence, and I choose independence, afraid of marriage because I am afraid of losing the one I love most. I can’t live alone, so I choose to live by myself so that there will be no other experiences. I will envy that people in love can be together but I don’t have the courage to expect it to happen to myself, because there is no reason to stop fearing myself. God is always jealous of two people who truly love each other, just like a myth: Adam and Eve, twins, and the test of life starts with two people who truly love each other. There was him who suddenly broke into my world when I didn’t believe in love, was disappointed in love, and was closed. At first, he armed me and rejected all kindness. Whenever I wanted to give up what I loved most, his encouragement was always to Let me travel through fear again and again. Under his simple heart and warm power, I have grown wings of courage, and he softened my tightly closed door with his warm heart. At that moment, my heart moved and I thought it was me. Safe haven. After a long time, the more he gets along, the more similar his personality is. Seeing that he always sees the problem of covering up his shortcomings, all the fears, fears, and negative emotions are coming up, and the obsession with him can no longer be removed, so he began to self-suspicion and jealous. , Fear… The production of emotions, the total factor, and finally unable to bear these self-criticism and suspicion, but I gave up the unprepared myself to face the truest projection shadow, cut off everything about him and tears After washing my face, after parting, my heart hurts so much that I can't breathe, cry so much that I can't cry, and I can't fall asleep. Writing this song, I want to remember him who used to be in my heart, using a simple heart to save me who lost love, childlike innocence and kindness, naughty and unintentionally broke into my world, taught me many things, and turned away from me Lonely Island. His appearance made me face the darkest sense of fear in my heart, and also face up to the problem that I have never dared to face: "Farewell, abandonment", like a child leaving his mother's side, he is free to fly in his own world, and I But like a child, he watched losing himself with his own eyes. Now, I have been able to slowly accept this unchanging fact, that people have sorrows and joys, and the moon has a period of time. I hope that this song can bring a little bit of happiness, and I wish everyone can find half of their own, sincere, and kind hearts to meet the challenges of heaven together. lyrics Half and half The stars in the sky turn, the illusion of time, the dark night, the promise of reunion The candlelight in the wind is so bright and righteous, the light promises to wait, drifting with the dust When lost, lost moment, mischievous peter pan flying with light wings Innocence and kindness collide in front of me, my neverland I found your presence, love is dazzling, strong power and current flow into my heartbeat Half of the half, traces of existence, sometimes surrendered and approached with special magic Finding your existence, like a wandering soul, crossing fear and courage The encounter between you and me is like a planet, trade, or star shift, unknown gorgeous secret The meeting of eyes does not require words but strides forward with a sense of intuition The secret code in each other's hearts you won`t forget to come for me remember Da da da da da da….. I found your presence, love is dazzling, strong power and current flow into my heartbeat Half of the half, traces of existence, sometimes surrendered and approached with special magic Finding your existence, like a wandering soul, through fear and courage The encounter between you and me is like a planet, trade, or star shift, unknown gorgeous secret (音樂創作由Tzu_hsiu Chen之著作財產權，只供分享未經本人同意授權，請勿任意下載音檔文字或作商業用途，若經查證屬於將拷翻必究法律著作權相關責任) lyricist-Tzu_hsiu Chen（Joanna ） Composer- ling lin / Tzu_hsiu Chen Arranger-Tzu_hsiu Chen （Joanna ） piano -Wen_yu Hsu Recording-Tzu_hsiu Chen （Joanna ） Mixing-Tzu_hsiu Chen（Joanna ） Recording studio- Fifty more music studio

寂淨星空 ( silent star sky) 音樂故事 這首歌是在探討人對於環境破壞，而對人類反撲的自然現象，在警告人類，保護自然生態，不要撲殺生命、污染環境、浪費所有萬物給的祥和（鳥語花香）一切。靈感是來自於2020的COVID-19疫情，拉開了人與人之間的溫度也停止喧鬧的世界，穿梭在大街小巷都是救護車聲響及每個生命的告急，就像吹哨者揚起白旗提醒人類將會有重大事情的發生，卻也因為這樣，勇者被犧牲了，這段時間我們瀕臨了前所未有生存危機，國與國間阻斷了經濟運輸及工作窘境，人與人之間的距離也成了一公尺之遠，也開始揣測彼此會不會被影響生活的猜忌心，找不到解藥的全世界的開始慌恐造成人類心裡的害怕，因為這裡離死亡並不遠，隨時一個不小心就可能失去生命，而生命卻在這時顯得如此脆弱與渺小。相信人類卻未曾窺探出世界的真理，不是人們彼此之間的誤解，而是環境萬物讓人類的貪婪給破壞，回不到原始風貌而做出無聲回擊的抗議，警告人類需還原吉境的星空，而人類與萬物皆可共生共存，和平、平靜地渡過….，這也是4.22世界地球日的愛護地球的『寂淨星空』。 （Music creation stories） This song is to explore the human-environmental damage, and the natural phenomenon of the human response, in warning mankind, protect the natural ecology, do not cull life, do not pollute the environment, do not waste all things to give peace (bird language flower fragrance) everything. Inspired by the 2020 COVID-19 outbreak, which opened up the temperature between people, but also stopped the noisy world, shuttled through the streets are the sound of ambulances and every life emergency like whistle-blowers raised the white flag to remind mankind that there will be major things happening, but also because of this, the brave were sacrificed, This time, we are on the verge of an unprecedented survival crisis, between countries to block economic transport, work dilemma, the distance between people has become a meter away, also began to speculate whether each other will be affected by life's suspicion, can not find an antidote to the world's beginning to panic, but also caused fear in the human heart, here is not far from death, at any time a careless, may lose a life, and life at this time become so fragile and small.Believe that human beings have not spied out the truth of the world, is not people's misunderstanding of each other, but the environment of all things let human greed destroy, not back to the original style and made a silent protest, warning that mankind needs to restore the stars of the giddy, human beings and all things can coexist and live in peace…., this is also 4.22 World Earth Day, to protect the Earth's "silent star sky". 歌詞 需要多久時間等待 才能走回原點 需要多少時間等待 才能徹底改變 美麗世界唯有存在 萬物真理 窺探無垠渺小境界 穿梭遊戲人間 吉境星空容貌阻斷 徹底破壞一切 寂淨心空揚起塵埃 將被無情凍結 你我狂妄貪婪 早已蔓延多年 失落天堂無聲回擊 正在全球上演 你我之間隔著一尺 距離 恆星萬物望著佇立 不前 訴說萬物 四維扭轉 撼動宇宙 時 空 改變所有 幻象無常 卻難保持 緘 默 新的呼喚 原有容顏 喧鬧封住 彩 虹 失落的天堂 紛亂的時代 賣弄靈魂的你 是唯一的 答案 是你改寫全部自然 的一切 終將 趨近 於零 (lyrics) How long does it take to wait to get back to square one, and how long it takes to change completely? A beautiful world only exists the truth of all things to spy on the infinite small realm shuttle game between the world. Jiyuan star-like block complete destruction of all the silent heart raised dust will be ruthlessly frozen. You and I hubris greed have been spreading for years. Lost Paradise's silent response Is playing out all over the world. Tell the story of all things four-dimensional twist to shake the universe time and space change all illusions fickle but difficult to remain silent A new call, the original face, the noise seals the rainbow, the lost paradise. Turbulent times You who sell your soul are the only answer. It's you who rewrites everything about nature that will eventually get closer to zero. 音樂創作由Tzu_hsiu Chen之著作財產權，只供分享未經本人同意授權，請勿任意下載音檔文字或作商業用途，若經查證屬於將拷翻必究法律著作權相關責任 (Music creation is the property right of Tzu_hsiu Chen's work for sharing without my consent, Do not arbitrarily download audio and video text or for commercial purposes, if verified to be the legal copyright-related liability to torture) lyricist-Tzu_hsiu Chen（Joanna ） Composer-Tzu_hsiu Chen（Joanna ） Arranger-Tzu_hsiu Chen （Joanna ） Recording-Tzu_hsiu Chen Mixing-Tzu_hsiu Chen（Joanna ） Album design -Tzu_hsiu Chen（Joanna ） Recording studio- Fifty more music studio

創作故事 要來分享的是我自己的故事，不知道正在收聽的你沒有自己的一個夢想，以前寫作文的時候，常常都會寫到一個題目叫我的夢想，我有時看到FB的連結，都看到我同齡的同學或是朋友，好像都很棒職業，有的當老師，有的當醫生，有的開店創業當老闆，但我常常在想，我好像不是這些領域的優秀人才，也常常自我懷疑是不是走錯方向或對人生很迷惘，這些職業好像都是跟我沒關係，在人生旅途中不斷地載浮載沉，就是一個沒有光引導的謎航船帆，到處漂流，曾漂流到Starbucks去做咖啡藝術師，十年的歲月裡，認識了各行各業的人，也開始探索了自己的可能性，記得小時最喜歡唱歌，常常拿著錄音機玩，高中的時候在上課時逼著同學聽我在桌子底下聽唱歌，下課後唱片行也成了我的遊樂場所，什麼音樂都聽，心靈音樂、華語流行音樂、日文音樂、法式沙發音樂、台語歌、英文歌，到最近的kpop，以前因為很喜歡唱歌，所以都跑去參加歌唱比賽但偶而幾次太過緊張就棄賽烙跑，原本有機會有音樂老師想培訓我去念音樂班，因為家裡反對後就沒有往這一條路走而音樂就成為了工作背後的背景音樂，不再幻想有一天可以走進音樂世界，就這樣，一般人一樣的生活，就在Starbucks工作，內部設計比賽都會參加，之前，公司有國際性綠圍裙大賽，就跑去參加並且入圍台灣區，後來也有參加地球環保日的隨行杯手繪比賽，漸漸發現對藝術創作有莫名喜愛，對於聽覺與視覺感受特別強烈，而且每天都可以聽音很多的音樂，如：爵士樂音樂、獨立音樂….，透過這樣環境洗禮後，以為我愛上了畫畫，就跑去唸商品設計系研究所，希望有一天能成為平面設計師，天天都可以畫畫，後來，短暫兼差接觸藝術相關工作後，發覺被客戶追趕要設計稿，開始沒有靈感也不畫不出快樂的心，最後就辭掉藝術工作，繼續埋首我的學業，寫論文，有寫過論文的人都知道過程中超難熬，寫論文時我被老師退件不符合他的期待而卡住半年沒寫，一直很想放棄，而真正影響我而改變音樂第二人生的是一場五月天的演唱會，當時看到吉他手怪獸彈在彈奏電吉他solo當下而留下了眼淚，因為感受到旋律裡彷彿喚醒我內心聲音，說著：快回來音樂世界裡玩，之後沒多久，我就真的闖進音樂的殿堂，開始了電吉他的生活，當時，還是個窮學生兼打工族，肩負著房租及生活費外幾乎沒餘費用可以學音樂，還好，有個超貼心的麻吉弟弟，替我付第一期的學費後便開始了我音樂之路，然而每一個月我都要繳學費才能上下一期的課程，所以當交完這期學費後我就得開始想辦法在另存下一筆學費，而存50元銅幣是最不會有壓力的方法，少吃一餐就可以每天存，然後一直存，存到一個月後，就可以繳下一期學費繼續學習，就這樣，一晃眼，學了五年時光，而這個習慣卻成為了我對音樂態度與堅持的恆心，陸陸續續開始創作自己的音樂，也加學了詞曲創作、鋼琴、爵士鼓、編曲、混錄音，到目前為止，還在持續堅持學習中，依舊還是很多挫折，我記得曾經聽過別人分享，在音樂的路上，要具備三個條件：1.愛音樂，第二個：熱情熱血、第三個：挫折特別多，雖然挫折特別多但這些都是成長的養分，只期許自己能變成全方位音樂創作，為寫自己的歌，把生活的感受與能量，寫成故事寫成歌來療癒自己也可以療癒別人。 這首歌曾一度難產，歌詞在2014寫完，但歌經歷了七年之久到2021年我才真正完整地完成，過程中一直尋找思維接近的音樂人指導、修正，不斷地修改歌詞，討論音樂風格、創作、由專業音樂人協助作曲也一起討論編曲。一首貼近自己人生歷練的歌曲，很多人問我，為什麼叫『50。more』，50代表的是五十元，Ｍore，代表的是很多很多，諧音，解釋是『夢』，50 more就是五十夢（也算是一個音樂魔力），也有另一個解釋 『午食，夢』，用餐費存下了音樂的夢想，希望在音樂的路上，可以分享更多的音樂生活故事，療癒心靈，也希望可以用自己的力量，幫助更多在音樂路上正在迷路的人。 Create a story What I want to share is my own story. I don’t know that you who are listening to you don’t have a dream of your own. When writing articles before, I often wrote about a topic called my dream. Sometimes I saw the FB link and I read it all. My classmates or friends of the same age seem to have great careers, some as teachers, some as doctors, and some as shop owners and bosses, but I often think that I don’t seem to be an outstanding talent in these fields, and I often become myself. I wonder if I’m going in the wrong direction or I’m confused about life. These professions seem to have nothing to do with me. During the journey of life, I am constantly floating and sinking. It is a mysterious sail without light guidance, drifting everywhere, once drifting to Starbucks. As a coffee artist, I have met people from all walks of life in the past ten years, and I have also begun to explore my own possibilities. I remember that I like to sing when I am young, and I often play with a tape recorder. When I was in high school, I forced my classmates to listen. I listened to singing under the table. After class, the record shop became my playground. I listened to all kinds of music, such as soul music, Chinese pop music, Japanese music, French sofa music, Taiwanese songs, English songs, to the nearest k-pop, I used to love singing, so I ran to participate in singing competitions, but occasionally I was too nervous and abandoned the competition. There was a chance that a music teacher wanted to train me to go to music classes because after my family opposed it, I didn’t go this way and music became the background music behind my work. I no longer imagined that I could enter the world of music one day. The average person lives in Starbucks and participates in internal design competitions. Previously, the company had an international green apron competition, so I ran to participate and was shortlisted in Taiwan. Later, I also participated in the hand-painting competition of the accompanying cup on Earth Environmental Day. I gradually discovered I have an inexplicable love for artistic creation. I have a strong sense of hearing and vision, and I can listen to a lot of music every day, such as jazz music, indie music… After being baptized in this environment, I thought I fell in love with painting. I went to study at the Institute of Commodity Design, hoping to become a graphic designer one day, and I could paint every day. Later, after a short part-time job with art-related work, I found that I was chased by a client and asked for a design draft. At first, I couldn’t draw without inspiration. Happy heart, finally quit my art job, continue to bury my studies and write a thesis. Anyone who has written a thesis knows that the process is extremely difficult. When writing the thesis, I was rejected by the teacher, which did not meet his expectations, and stuck for half a year. I didn’t write, I always wanted to give up, And what really affected me and changed the music of Second Life was a Mayday concert. At that time, I saw the guitarist monster playing the electric guitar solo and left tears because I felt the melody as if to awaken my inner voice, said Written: Come back to the music world to play. Not long after that, I really broke into the music hall and started the life of the electric guitar. At that time, I was a poor student and working family, and I was shouldering rent and living expenses with almost no extra expenses. I can learn music. Fortunately, there is a super caring brother Mo Ji who started my music journey after paying the first tuition for me. However, I have to pay tuition every month to go to the next course, so when After paying this tuition fee, I have to start to think of a way to save the next tuition fee and deposit 50 yuan copper coin is the least stressful way. You can save it every day if you eat one less meal, and then keep saving until one month later. , You can pay the next tuition to continue studying. Just like that, I have studied for five years, and this habit has become my perseverance towards music attitude and persistence. I started to create my own music one after another. I also learned songwriting, piano, jazz drums, arranging, and mixing recording. So far, I still continue to learn, and there are still many setbacks. I remember once listening to other people’s sharing. On the road of music, three conditions must be met: 1. Love music, second: passion and blood, and third: setbacks are particularly numerous. Although there are many setbacks, these are all nutrients for growth. I only hope that I can become a full range. Music creation is to write one's own songs, to write the feelings and energy of life into stories, and write songs to heal oneself and others. This song was once difficult to give birth to. The lyrics were written in 2014, but it took me seven years to complete the song in 2021. In the process, I was looking for the guidance and correction of musicians with close thinking, constantly revising the lyrics, and discussing the music. The style, creation, and composition assisted by professional musicians are also discussed together. A song close to my life experience, many people asked me why it was called "50. "more", 50 means fifty yuan, More, means many, many, homophonic, the explanation is "dream", 50 more is fifty dreams (also regarded as a musical magic), there is another explanation "lunch, dream" "The meal expenses have saved the dream of music. I hope that on the way to music, I can share more stories of music life and heal the soul. I also hope that I can use my own power to help more people who are lost on the road of music. 50 more 歌詞： 當人生藍圖 夢想的 碎片 繽紛的節奏 拼湊彩虹道路 金色的輝煌 耀眼而 閃亮 乘著風的 白雲 吹向那遠方 當眼神發光 甜甜的微笑 唱出堅定美好的 fifty more 你我的相遇 延續著快樂 就讓愛去前行 飛向那邊界 不順流的命運黑暗力量對抗 當生命運轉轉成完美的旋律 五十勇氣 五十勇敢 滿分的夢想 等著觸碰的爆發 金色餘聲 敲響世界 多少機運來證明 酸甜苦辣的滋味 有時碰撞 有時任性 獨特的想像 堅持不變的 永恆 突破空想 嶄新人生 足跡的旅程 正在發生那夢想的 時刻 lyrics When the blueprint of life, the fragments of dreams, the colorful rhythm, piece together the rainbow road Golden brilliance, dazzling and shining, riding the white clouds in the wind to the distance When the eyes shine, sweet smile, sing firm and beautiful fifty more The encounter between you and me continues the happiness, let love go forward and fly to the boundary The fate that is not flowing down the flow, the dark force confronts, when life turns into a perfect melody Fifty courage, fifty courage, dream of a perfect score, waiting for the explosion of touch The golden aftermath ringing the world, how many opportunities have proved the sweet and bitter taste Sometimes collision, sometimes willfulness, unique imagination, perseverance, eternity Breakthrough fantasy, a new life, a journey of footprints, the moment that dream is happening (音樂創作由Tzu_hsiu Chen之著作財產權，只供分享未經本人同意授權，請勿任意下載音檔文字或作商業用途，若經查證屬於將拷翻必究法律著作權相關責任) lyricist-Tzu_hsiu Chen（Joanna ） Composer- ling lin / Tzu_hsiu Chen Arranger-Tzu_hsiu Chen （Joanna ） Recording-Tzu_hsiu Chen （Joanna ） Mixing-Tzu_hsiu Chen（Joanna ） Recording studio- Fifty more music studio

不完美的完美才是最美（Imperfection is the most beautiful ） 音樂故事 創作這首歌，要送給一個曾經一起玩過音樂朋友，分享過一個屬於寫給願意看見自己的黑暗面文章，勇敢的寫下對自己脆弱與無奈，天天帶著假面具來面對這真實世界，雖然面對人群時臉上的總是帶著微笑，但這個笑容卻不是真實的笑容，這是用適者生存來迎合現實的想像，虛偽表面能和這世界和平共處，學著與人合作不做真實的自己，擔心被別人看透後被遺棄，所以隱藏的很好，而我卻看透他的一切假象寫下了這首，想送給我那位音樂朋友一句話，只有真心看見自己的不完美那才是真正的完美。而這首歌，有些部分也是對自己寫的，夢想的背後總是被孤寂守護，沿路跌撞都是成長的養分，時間是證明成長的軌跡，留下的都是最美的風景，人沒有完美，而曾經我極度追求完美零瑕疵卻總是棘荊不平，上天若給你想要的完美會用另一種方式呈現，走過足跡才知道原來以往的過程才是一種真實且完美體驗，謝謝過去的歲月為我留下走過的痕跡。 （Music creation stories） Create this song, to give a friend who has played music together, shared a belong to write to the dark side of willing to see their own article, bravely write down their own vulnerability and helplessness, every day with a mask to face the real world, although in the face of the crowd always face with a smile, but this smile is not a real smile, this is the survival of the fittest to meet the reality of the imagination, Hypocrisy surface and the world can coexist peacefully, learn to cooperate with others do not do their true self, fear of being seen through by others after being abandoned, so hide very well, but I see through all his illusions wrote this song, want to give me that music friend a word, only really see their own imperfect that is really perfect. And this song, some parts are also written on their own, the dream behind is always lonely guard, along the road stumble is the growth of nutrients, time is to prove the growth of the trajectory, leaving behind are the most beautiful scenery, people are not perfect, and once I was extremely pursuit of perfect zero defects but always thorns, God if you want the perfect will be presented in another way, through the footprints to know that the original process is a real and perfect experience, thank you for the past years for me to leave traces. 歌詞 自己故事 翻開記憶深處 關於自己故事 曾經努力的一切 回憶是一場紀念 (翻開 心靈對白 寫給自己故事 曾經擁有的一切 記憶是一場懷念 ) 外表堅強像刺蝟 內心脆弱鎖心扉 不讓 人看見 滿身瘡痍的臉 (贏了表面 的虛偽 擋住脆弱的愚昧 卻輸 給自己 凌亂不已的累) 每一頁寫滿了 無奈 渺小而孤單 真實的世界 漸漸遺忘又清晰 黑白琴鍵交錯的旋律 擁抱屬於自己的魔力 跌跌撞撞失去的勇氣 刻劃心中游移 城市裡有呼喚的聲音 擁抱屬於最初的任性 不管晝夜換變多疲倦 唱出流浪的你 lyrics own story Turning to the depths of memory, about my own story, everything I have worked hard, memory is a commemoration, The appearance is strong like a hedgehog, the inside is fragile and locks the heart so that no one can see it, the face is covered with scars, Every page is filled with helplessness, small and lonely, the real world, gradually forgotten and clear, The interlaced melody of black and white piano keys embraces your own magic, stumbles and loses courage, and depicts the wandering of your heart. There are calling voices in the city, and embrace belongs to the original willfulness, no matter how tired day and night change, sing about you who are wandering. (音樂創作由Tzu_hsiu Chen之著作財產權，只供分享未經本人同意授權，請勿任意下載音檔文字或作商業用途，若經查證屬於將拷翻必究法律著作權相關責任) (Music creation is the property right of Tzu_hsiu Chen's work for sharing without my consent, Do not arbitrarily download audio and video text or for commercial purposes, if verified to be the legal copyright-related liability to torture) lyricist-Tzu_hsiu Chen（Joanna ） Composer-Tzu_hsiu Chen（Joanna ） Arranger-Tzu_hsiu Chen （Joanna ） Recording-Tzu_hsiu Chen / Jane H Mixing-Tzu_hsiu Chen（Joanna ） Recording studio- Fifty more music studio