Sometimes I'm not so sure. For some reason I think I'm a pain in his arse and he's not interested in my requests. My life isn't that hard so keep going while he helps people who really need something...people worthy of his time. When I want to pray, I feel like an incessant child poking while saying, "Mom. Mom. Mom. Mom. Mom. Mom." And at some point God will snap, shove me away and tell me to leave Him alone. Am I weird for that? The only one?