I recently left my church of 37 years because after so much struggle, I just couldn't trust their leadership any more. I couldn't trust what they were telling me to believe, what they were saying the Bible said, and how I should live my life. Everything was contradictions but there was so much guilt when I left!!!! What was I doing? Was it the right move? Were they right?????   I think so many people are struggling with this, especially the last few years when LGBTQ+ etc. have taken center stage.