I once heard Ann Voskamp say that the reason that we worry is because we don't think God is enough for our situation - or something like that. That is so true for me. I feel like God needs a micro manager because he's busy or tired. And I'm a great micromanager. Ask my kids. And Ted. But that's a lot of pressure to take on ourselves - to take on the responsibility of guaranteeing we get through each day ok. And yet, as crazy as it sounds, every night I have trouble falling asleep or panic wakes me up and I can't shut my brain off.
I DO think that if we believed that God loved us and truly only gives us exactly and all that we need, that we'd be more carefree. So I find it annoying that doubt creeps in...and obviously doubt creeps in because just 30 minutes ago I was worrying about money. So go ahead and listen but then do as I say...do as God says, and NOT as I do!!!

