Are you lacking? Are you broken? Do you feel like God is hard to trust right now? It feels like you are letting others walk all over you, or that you aren't standing up for yourself sometimes because God is asking you to be humble. It feels like we are losing.

I think what makes Christianity so hard is that you have to live the opposite way than most of the world is living...and trust that it is worth it. Not always easy. I guess the more I obey reveals how much I'm trusting God to come through in that moment.