I met her quite later on in life than I expectedI say met but it’s often shocking to realize I’ve known her for so longeven moments she’d crawl up the counters for cereal, the first time she road a bike,especially through all of the heart-racing moments, when her gut is fluttered yet she’s filled with excitement: all just to try new foods even the lowest points of her light,when others dimmed her spirit.those moments in bed or the shower or any place of solitude.a place to let go and mourn break free from the shield built around her loveor maybe just take off the mask she so desperately wants to shatterknocks at the doorone after the otherchanting my nameI’ve known her..all along, she knew mefrom the kindness I’ve shared, to the joyous moments I’ve basked in.she’s seen the love and light I’ve spreadI want to be just like you… she speaks?thoughts of shame flood my mind,sickened to my stomachmy souls overwhelmed it’s not enough, she’s been through enoughshe watched in her solitude,through the chaos of my lifeholding on to the little pieces of sanity that she couldI begged for ways outI exposed her to the hopelessness in my eyesI said no exhausted and with same no,she seen the strength it took me to get my salvation, from each moment and every moment onthumps to the headtapping tapping I’ve been here you knowwhen I was as small as her we would sit in my closet;laughing, breathing, reading, and learning (one of our favorites)as time went on and lessons become more and more difficult to understandour connected ties were so far stretchedwe seemed to forget about each other,not purposely but just trying to surviveit was difficult to distinguish her innocence was she ever with me? was I ever good enough?when I finally found her again, she knew the moment would comeshe grabbed ahold of my hand, and walked at my side with pride in each of her steps what’s next nana? we created Kay G in these moments of separation she needs this now more than everand when God gives you a helping hand we remember not to deny it…she spokeshe is me and I am herEngineer IG: IamDerbyProducer IG: Still_Shining365Artist IG: Forgotten.Chapters*i do not own rights to this audioBeat: https://youtu.be/xTpUS-Qgbuo