For the last half of my 3 year relationship, I was in an emotional abusive relationship. I didn't realize it or the affect it had on me until years later. This my story of how I discovered I was able to find love and was allowed to love as a gay person, and how the love I received degraded into something so toxic and unhealthy, that it still lives with me to this day. I hope this episode can help others recognize abusive tendencies so they can get out of emotional abusive relationships, and also to start on discussion on a topic that is generally overlooked by society.