Welcome to the last solo episode of my podcast. Starting this weekend, I am filming with other people, and it will be more interview style. I will have 5 to 7 questions prepared and they will come with a couple questions for me. It will be much more discussion focused.But before we get there… We have one last wrap up to get through. I touch on a lot this episode. I talk about the current state of my romance life. I talk about my family. I talk about the next steps for me career wise.To be honest, it feels like I say a lot, but I don’t actually say anything at all. And that’s why I’m making the transition that I am. The podcast started to feel empty and performative. It felt like I was giving brief life updates as opposed to touching on the real life discussions I really want to have.I think one of the hardest things for me to wrap my brain around… Is that life is good. Life is stable. For the first of my life, I’m not dating a psychotic Italian woman. I’m not making massive amounts of money and spending massive amounts of money. I’m not drinking a crazy. Life is just…consistently good. To most people, you would smile. But for me… Calm weather makes me the most stressed. I feel the most like myself in the middle of a storm, in the middle of chaos. I’m trying to train myself to enjoy the simple times in life.