These past couple of months have been very testing for me. I found myself in a very dark space and it was tearing me apart. I&apos;m grateful that I got through that and I just wanted to shed some light on myself during that hard time. Hope you can take away something from this episode Thanks to ExpressVPN for sponsoring this video!  Go to https://www.expressvpn.com/chrisdlln and find out how you can get 3 months free. My merch store reopened!! Here&apos;s to looking good and supporting the channel at the same time! https://www.chrisdlln.com https://www.chrisdlln.com/products/stay-centered https://www.chrisdlln.com/products/faith-over-doubt Pledge to me on Patreon  https://www.patreon.com/chrisdlln Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/7aC5ogpQsxuDtVi93TASgv Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/1-to-100/id1529008591 Google Podcasts: https://podcasts.google.com/feed/aHR0cHM6Ly9mZWVkcy5idXp6c3Byb3V0LmNvbS8xMzA0NTcyLnJzcw== Stitcher: https://www.stitcher.com/podcast/1-to-100